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I aten't dead!

14.09.03 (21.45)

I suck at updating. And when I try, I don't know what to say, and when I'm nowhere near a computer with no chance to write things down, my thoughts run over with things that need to be said. It's a vicious cycle of sorts.

I'm not sure where to begin. I am at home again, I'm now studying full time, a bachelor in literature, and am slowly, surely finding out what I want to do with my life. Sadly the essence of it is when I grow up I want to be just like my dad. only not bald, and preferably still female. But it could have been worse, my father has a cool job, and he gets to travel, so I'm all set. I just need to finish my 5 year education and then find a university that wants me. Or is it an university? It didn't sound right to me either way.

I'm listening to Ani again, after having worn out some new CD's I got on Tuesday. Ani is comfort music, and I needed that right now. I'm running away from my homework, and I feel stupid and dumb, but it's OK. Mostly.

I voted today, did my best to save my town from the right-wing. We'll see tomorrow if it works, here's to hoping for a socialist leader. Optimistic, but possible. Or so the newspapers say. In politics in general, it's not a good day to be alive, the swedish foreign minister was killed, the world as we know it will never again be the same. Of course she was killed on Sept. 11, that's when all the shit goes down, isn't it? I spent the day in blissful ignorance, because I don't know what to do without annoying myself or someone else.

I'm battling a crush on one of my teachers, but it's silly and stupid and I'd rather not talk about it. He's smart and has an iPod, is the short version. The long version was posted somewhere else, and includes my attraction to brains and a discussion of how I got to my current level of gayness. All very dull if you don't care.

I'm sure you don't.

Anyways, now I leave you again, with nothing said and nothing done, and we'll see when I return.

Music of the moment: Ani - Not a pretty girl
Favorite? don't ask me to put words to all the silences I wrote...

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