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21.01.04 (00.10)

And I'm here, to write an entry. Because I felt like it, don't you know? 'Cause sometimes it's been too long, and I can feel a sort of yearning in the back of my head to go and pour out whatever it is that needs to be poured out. Depressing that it doesn't happen more often, but ah well. Everyone takes what they can get, especially me with this place. Forgive me diaryland, for I have (sinned?) found another place to empty my mind. Granted, it gives me a lot more of the immidiate satisfaction (and I like that), but this place is just... my backbone, so I will definitely be paying my 25 dollars (or however much it is) for the paid account when it runs out.

Have had a good week, there was a filmfestival, lots and lots of good, amazing brilliant movies. I saw 16 total, over a period of one week. Just about fell in love with half of them while my mind boggled at the rest. Kills me how much I allow movies to take over my mind though, it's quite amazing that I'm still standing up, despite the overload. Life or something like it, which I watched this morning, proved to be a welcome relaxation from all the artsy stuff, because even though artsy films are great, my mind was full of images and music and everything, so stupid films are nice to clear my brain a bit. My favorite film was the French movie Love me if you dare, though American Splendor, Spellbound, We (German film) and Now, Voyager came close as well. Not a bad word said about the rest of the films, but those left the deepest impressions. Now I'm looking forward to the 2005 festival, I'm only hoping I'll actually be here for it, it would be depressing to miss out. Only it's in January, and if I am moving, any semester is likely to start at some point in January and it's stupid to miss all the important information because you want to watch movies. Perhaps I could be dumb as all that and delay everything an entire semester "because there were these films I had to see" :D Queen of Stupid could be my new nickname. Right.

So, in other news; I have crushes on the brains of all my co-students, am much with the "oooh, intellect! *melt*" train of thought these days. Then again, any smart person automatically makes me all melty, because I'm easy like that:> Understandable, I think, but then again, I guess I can find reason in most everything I do, unlike everyone else... Variety is the spice of life though, so I think that's the reason for why I've taken to being a bit "ooh" over stupid people to, even if they aren't stupid per say, just not as smart as other people I might like. Whatever, it's all silly and unrequited and not really happening, but it's dark outside and the daydreams make sleeping more fun.

Xylophones are my favorite instruments any day. Yes, I am desperate for any word that beings with x, 'cause that's hard. Zen is good for you however, so I feel I have paid my dues.

Music of the moment: Ani all the time, I've been listening to her for three days.
Favorite? I don't know, The Story of the Weeping Camel was lovely too.

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