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I'm so tired. But happy.

12.03.03 (19.00)

It's been too long again. It's always far too long and these days I seem to be eating up my own days, so I don't know quite what I do to waste as much time as I seem to be wasting. I have books, lots of books I want to read. And music to listen to, and mix CD's to make and people to write. And I never quite have the time for it. And right now it feels like whenever I close my eyes I might not open them for a few days, because I need sleep. But yet, once midnight comes 'round, I can't sleep. This is an odd type of insomnia, obviously. Only happening to people who really deserve it, I guess.

I've finally been deemed responsible enough to open and lock up the store all by myself. This is partly terrifying, but mostly fun. Only work is so dull since there are no people in the store anymore. No one needs lamps when it's light outside, and that makes sense. And I'm not complaining, I get to play my music and just hang around by myself, relaxing. Only, it would've been nicer to do it at home, 'cause then I could've read stuff. But since I wasn't actually supposed to work at all, I'm just happy to make some more money. Money is usually a good thing, you know. Earning it in particular.

Pleasing people with it isn't too far off either, Grrr amazed me today when she'd bought me the new Ani DiFranco CD, just because she knew I was desperate to get my hands on it, and it was the last copy they had at the record store. It's the sweetest thing she's ever done for me, I think:>

Music of the moment: New Ani and new Cat Power. Lovely sounds:>
Favorite? Grrr, I guess:>

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