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16.08.03 (02.05)

Someone picked on me - nicely, mind you - for not updating for a while, and so here I am. I really am very easy to prod and convince, so sign my guestbook if you think I've been gone for too long, it'll probably prompt an entry from me. (Yes, it's true, I'm like one of those machines you stick a quarter in and they do stuff. I'm easy) I didn't update - even when I said I would - because summer caught up with me, and summer means not having to check your e-mail. Or update your diaries. So I spent the time reading book upon book and writing letter upon letter. And it's how I like my holidays, so it's all good.

I also worked. And worked some more, and a few hours extra. Much as I knew I would, and hoped to be able to. And I took pictures of all the little things I love about the place, and I ignored the little family feud over who inherits what when my grandmother will finally die and let her children build whatever little cabins they want to build. And who inherits what? Because my aunts wished that my uncle would buy the house, for lots of money, so they could have the money, then they wished that he would sell them parts of the land, for dirt cheap, so they could build cabins. My aunts are both sensible women, but they have obviously never had math, and so my uncle and father were frustrated and almost wanted to stick together and buy the whole thing and not let anybody build anything anywhere. Quite personally I wanted to throw up my hands and shout "can't you all just be friends and be thankful that your mother is still alive instead of discussing so many things that can only be done when she has died!" Because my grandmother isn't dying, not yet. She's not in good shape, that's sad but true, but she's far from dead, and it pisses me off that they just see that as a minor inconvenience in their plans.

I made my brother promise me that we'll never argue over who inherits what when the time comes. I don't think we'd be able to even if we tried, we're not the arguing kind. And that's why I didn't update, because once the semi-arguing and mainly-discussing(disgusting) began, I didn't want to update, because it depressed me and I felt better when not needing to focus on all the talking they did. And my family, on both sides, is very good with the "hushhush did you hear? hushhush don't tell anyone I said this but hushhush let's talk just us no one else hushhush" secrecy, and it pisses me off, because I don't care for it and I don't understand it.

So I focus on the happy and I've registered for studying now, I'm taking a bachelor, though that wasn't what I intended to do when going to the university to ask for help, it happened, and so here I am. Classes start soon *worryworrynerves*. And in September I'm going to Oslo to catch The Donnas and Heather Nova live, since they have concerts four days apart. Life is good. It is. Now I'm happy because I'm home and I have all my stuff and I put up a new lamp yesterday and it looks good and won't get dusty, and that's good too. I'm easy to please:>

Music of the moment: Heather Nova and shameless pop.
Favorite? Gay Bar by Electric Six. Funny!

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