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27.05.03 (16.05)

I must bite my tounge to keep from saying things that could be considered rude to people who do not know any better. (hint: check my notes. i am old school, but not like that)

It's all been good so far; the spring that is. It has sprung as far as it can come, more or less. And it's divine, and sunny and quite comfortable. Today, however, it has unsprung itself, so it's rainy and dreary and rather blah. I also had a driving lesson at 9.15 am this morning, and was not overjoyed when I realised that it was raining outside. When I also discovered that I was freezing my ass off regardless of what I chose to wear, my mood did not brighten at all. To add insult to injury and frustration to frustery (go with me, it sounds good), I did not manage to fall asleep until 3 am, even if I had been attempting to do so since midnight and a little earlier.

I, in part, blame my mother for this, as she seemed to think it was a good idea to walk from the living room to the kitchen (which are right above my head), while wearing her hard-soled slippers, numerous times. This did not amuse me, especially not since I was already annoyed, as certain parts of my anatomy that are unscratchable were itchy. Thusly I lay in bed and tried not to scream with frustration, and only barely managed. I did not fall asleep until I changed my position in bed and tossed out one of my pillows. However, I do not know if it is due to the pillows or my general bad form, my neck and shoulder area are in much tedious pain today. So much so that the only part of my upper torso (more or less) that I dare touch without any fear of consequences, is the soft hollow right behind my collarbone. This is not very comfortable and matters are not made better by the fact that I don't think I dare let anyone touch that area of my body, as it is very much painful to any touch fiercer than a slight pat or caress.

In other news also, the girl upon whom I might have confessed a small crush, crushed my hopes when she relayed to me the information that she will be moving away to go to school, and that this move will occur in less than one month. I am deeply wounded that she was so scarred by our first meeting that she needed to move to the other side of the country, but after a while I assumed there were other reasons for her re-location plans. If nothing else, I feel I can allow myself that blissful ignorance.

Also, in relation to the driving lesson mentioned earlier, I have now begun driving on streets that are more centrally placed than the ones I had grown rather comfortable on. In other words, the city is no longer safe from my hands upon the steering wheel and my feet on the unsteady gas pedal. It is a lucky matter that the driving instructor has an extra set of pedals on his side of the car, otherwise we might have ended up in accidents more than once. However, I do believe that in most of those accidents, I would only have harmed myself, and thusly the knowledge that my poor inter-city driving skills would only injure me, lead me to a certain sense of comfort as I would far rather be responsible for my own life than for the lives of innocent bystanders who could not know better.

I do believe that was all for now, and if you excuse me, I shall go confer with my mother to see if she has any notion of when there will be dinner on the table, as my stumach has begun making the most unpleasant sounds.

Thank you.

yeah, and if you're lucky, I'll be speaking 1337 next time I update... w00t!

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