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It's May! It's May! There's no sunshine yet... 06.05.03 (23.55) I think I want a new layout on this page, the darkness of it is beginning to wear me down. I like it, I really do, and that's why I'm not sure I want to change it. And besides, it's been far too long since I attempted to use any sort of HTML beyond the list-making and bolding and such. Hmm. I just got a guestbook entry and it said that people should look up to me, so I felt flattered as you wouldn't believe, and then I began panicking. But it still made me smile lots, because that's so cute. I'm back again from the funeral now. (Umm, yeah, it's been two weeks, of course I would be.) It was beautiful. Sad and depressing, but beautiful as you wouldn't believe. And it snowed, on the night before the service, so there was almost half a metre of snow on the ground, and in the middle of the second speech from the priest (Who was no good, by the way. So bad. I lost all respect. Wah), there was a little avalanche from the roof. And it fell and it fell and it fell, and it seemed so perfect on top of it all. And really symbolic, though I have yet to figure out what for. And it's almost my birthday. I'll be 20. I'll be older and more grown up and allowed to buy hard liquer, even if I don't drink. I can still buy it, which is a bit of an important event, or something. It's fun, basically:> And there are a few other things, but they're hard to explain, and mostly they annoyed me, but parts of it make me smile. I just don't want to jinx it. At all. I don't know. I think I'll get back to you on it. Music of the moment: A random mix, I'm trying to play through everything on my iPod. It takes a while... |
17.10.04 (03.45) I'm here again, here for now, here. 14.08.04 (03.33) The one in which I actually return. For now. 12.03.04 (08.50) How'd I do? 21.01.04 (00.10) Happy New Year! 01.01.04 (21.45) |