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It is thanksgiving and I am weird.

27.11.03 (23.15)

I've had too much coffee today, and it's too early in the evening for one of the melancholy posts, but I guess that is what you will be getting because I am walking the line between melancholy and endlessly amused, and I can't quite choose sides, but I am happy, if nothing else, at the moment, and it is peaceful to be me. And life is shiny and happy, and it's Thanksgiving in parts of the world where I wish I was, but am not, and that's depressing, because I am craving pumpkin pie like mad, and I cannot get my hands on it here, and I know I am writing endlessly long sentences, with far too many commas, but that's what you get, and really this is all a clever plot to make you people just un-buddy me right now, because obviously the "Hello, I am snowy my life is endlessly boring and I will not be talking about DS5 here so just go away" didn't work, and so I feel I can accomplish more with killing you all, because you will die when you try to say this sentence out loud without stopping for pauses in the middle. And if you stop for pauses you cheat. So I'm expecting you to be lying in heaps on the floor, all dead and non-breathing.

Ah yes, we seem to have walked the thin line between melancholy and amusement and ended up on the side of insane sense of humour that will only amuse me because I am crazy. Sorry 'bout that!

I'm really hot right now, I think it's too warm in here, and I've had too much coffee as well, and my eye itches, though that has nothing to do with anything. I can't stop listening to Boys For Pele either, and "Putting the damage on" is breaking my heart, because it's what music does.

Also, I keep getting mail from Kelly, and it keeps cheering me up, so this is a good deal, yes indeed.

And today my teacher blushed during class, and I don't know why, though I like to think it's because he has a crush on me and was trying to figure out exactly how he could seduce me off my feet. I think if he just spoke Welsh and smiled at me, and laughed at my jokes and had a conversation with me, I'd be swept off my feet, so you know, I'm easy and he's smart and it's a good combo. Except that I'm sure he wasn't blushing for that reason, and he might just have thought it was hot in the classroom, and so his ears went red, and that was kinda adorable in a way that no man over twenty should be allowed to be adorable. Because it just might break me in half. I do totally and unashamedly (is too a word!) want to hump my teachers brain and have wanted to do so since the beginning of the semester and it has yet to wear off. It's actually just increased, because he is so smart, and likes good music and what more do you want in a person? Besides the non-male thing which seems to be a prerequisite when being a lesbian, oddly enough.

See, I made a weird entry that will only entertain me, and now I'm in a better mood. A dose of diaryland a day keeps the... well, that's a lie, if I updated this every day we'd be well up in the 3000's of entries. Will shut up now. Hope you people have/had a good thanksgiving, and such.

Music of the moment: Tori Amos, Boys for Pele, Putting the Damage on. etc.
Favorite? the broken-hearted way she utters the last line.

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